Expectation

it's 2014.

I'm expecting some new things to happen in my life.

But I think, I may ended having life as super sorrow as before.

Thank Allah to send me a lot of good friends to me, to be beside me, to face this dull life together,.

Well, yeah.I shall say it's a very dull life.

Anyway, in this new year, I hope and expect more exciting things to happen in my life.

The thing regarding my college. hmm.

it will be a 'never ending story to be told'.

I just don't know the exact feeling right now.

Whether to stay focus in building my career as a teacher, or to just go with the flow.

my spirits are turning down.

its not a good thing.

I can't help myself to be stay calm, happy in this college,

I just thought that 'hey , my university-life would be awesome!'

yeah, that thought came out after listening to my senior's stories about being in the universities and yeah, media also plays well too.

I just can't tolerate the eager feeling about the excitement  to be in the university when I was still in the secondary school.

I just hope my life in secondary school would run faster so that I can feel the moment about being a university-student.

UNFORTUNATELY, its all went wrong.

never thought I would come here, 

having a same, common, bored, dull life here.

I didn't say about the students here.

well, students here are awesome, 

what I mean is the environment itself.

the same classes, lecturers, activities.

well come on!

we're teenagers.

we need something new,

something fresh,

something exciting,

something good to be memorise,

but...hmm.

I just can say these LOUDLY in my own little tiny dull heart.

I was hoping to change my life.

but HOW?

Allah knows that.

He knows me better than everyone does.

I'm sure, He has placed something very good in the future for me.

All I need to do is TO BE PATIENT.

so dear TENGKU ANIS DIANA SHAHIRA binti TENGKU NASIR,

take care of yourselves,

look after your iman, 

your ibadah,

your behave,

your attitudes,

think about your family.

inshaAllah, everything will run smoothly. 

Amin.

it's the beginning.

hey, its 

so, BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM.

may this year will be greater, better and brings more barakah than the years before. 

Amin.

^_^

Let the soul be.

Kusangka hidupku
Selamanya kelam
Terbelenggu ikatan tanpa manisnya cinta

Memaksa diriku
Menapaki jalan
Arah yang tak pernah ku mahu dalam hatiku

Kini kau pun hadir

Memberi cahaya
Membangunkan ku dari suramnya mimpi ngeri

Menuntun hatiku ke palung asmara
Seakan ku hidup kembali dari matiku

Engkaulah cinta
Yang selama ini aku cari

Ku Relakan Jiwa
Tuk menjadi penghuni dalam sangkar hatimu
Kerna engkaulah nadi yang menghidupkan aku
Yang mampu melarutkan setiap sepi hatiku

Hati bukan untuk dimiliki
Tapi untuk dicinta dan mencintai

Kurelakan jiwaku padamu
Engkaulah cinta
Yang selama ini aku cari

Ku relakan jiwa
Tuk menjadi penghuni dalam sangkar hatimu
Kerna engkaulah nadi yang menhidupkan aku
Yang mampu melarutkan setiap sepi hatiku

Seandainya waktu
Tak pernah pertemukan aku dengan dirimu
Akan kubiarkan mati hatiku selamanya
Sehingga kau datang membangunkan aku

#np Hazama : Ku relakan jiwa

Daurah~

Assalamualaikum..

Salam minggu orang mau ngundi~

tapi bukan untuk diri2 manusia yang lahir 1993 and 1992 dan ke bawah la ehh~ 

okay, about the tittle up there ----> DAURAH.

Do you know what is Daurah?

Actually, I also don't know the real meaning of it. I mean the actual meaning of that. But, its actually about a sharing or meeting among people to share some good knowledge or information. kinda like Usrah. err. I guessed.

But, what's for sure is daurah brings good to you. #serious talk.

From this daurah, I knew a lot about our Muslim's war such as Perang Badar and so on. I also got to know about hadiths and surah2 which bring deep meaning to people especially among Muslims.

Oh yeah, I also got to know about our responsibilities as Muslims to bring our life in the correct path or ways. Not only that, I did get to know about the history of prophets especially about Nabi Muhammad SAW. :)

*da macam buat refleksi dah, lantaklah~

some of my stuffs..

jaja, mirah, insyi. :)

yaya.:)

lalalalala~ 

hope to have this sort of acitivies in future..:)

Thanks Allah for choosing me to be in this way.

^_^

Pidato Antarabangsa~

Let's learn about Bahasa Malaysia!!

okay, don't get misunderstood. its about Bahasa Malaysia itself, not about the language. ehh?? Macam sama tapi tak. Okay, what I'm trying to say is not to learn about the structure or grammar or other sort of that thing. Its just about the Bahasa Malaysia, Get it?

Tahukah anda?

• Bahasa Malaysia merupakan bahasa kebangsaan negara Malaysia yang mengikuti piawaian ditetapkan Dewan Bahasa dan Pustaka. 
• Bahasa Malaysia lebih daripada 80% kognitif dengan Bahasa Indonesia dan dituturkan asli oleh lebih daripada 10 juta orang. 
• Bahasa Malaysia dituturkan sebagai bahasa kedua oleh 18 juta orang, sebahagian besar daripada etnik minoriti negara Malaysia.
• Bahasa Malaysia juga merupakan bahasa KELIMA yang terbesar digunakan dalam rating dunia 

Hebat kan Bahasa Malaysia!!!

VERY PROUD OF IT!

*mesti anda2 yang membaca post saya berkata 'dah tu, dah tawu proud ngan bahasa Malaysia, asal tak guna BM je dalam blog?'

well, I'm gonna be an English teacher one day, In shaa Allah, so, I guess, with this kind of practices, I could enhance my English language. Hope so.

I hope, there's no one out there would be mistaken about this.

So, berbalik pada story yang sebenar-benarnya.

My friends and I went to this one event. It was Pidato Bahasa Melayu Antarabangsa. There were so many foreigners speaking in Bahasa Malaysia! Its OHSEM. REALLY OHSEM. The moment they began to speak, I felt touched. Never know that there were foreigners could be fluently speaking in our language.

;')

-end-

^_^

World Kidney Run!

WORLD KIDNEY RUN.

dengar macam gah je kan? well its an event held in Malaysia to create awareness among malaysian towards kidney. (okey, bunyi bahasa inggeris aku macam pelik, lantak lah.haha)

I don't go there to run, just for the voluntary works with my friends. Actually, I kinds missed those moments when I went for voluntary work. So, since, I'd done nothing on that Sunday, I guessed it would be great if I just go and spent my time there.

When everyone still had their sleep, we'd already go out and do this voluntary work,haha, (its kinda awesome actually)

4.30 a.m, we'd already been there (the venue). So early in the morning, 

I meant very early in the morning.

Everyone's eyes were like 

0_o........o_o........O_q.......o_Q

HAHAHA. okay, back to story.

so, our job was to give out waters to the runners. at about 7.45 a.m , the race started. And there's some runners managed to reach at about 8.45 a.m..So early.! I'm wondering, how can they be so fast.. it's for about 15 km I guessed. -,-

Okay, whatever it is, I just wanna said that I really enjoyed this 'water-giving' job. You feel like, you're really helping those people. They were so so so so exhausted, All they just wanted by the time they reached the 'finish-line' was WATER! WATER! 

So, when you give water to them , its feel like, you're saving people out from their 'barely able to live' moments. HAHAHA. *propa sungguh, 

 Can you see the bottles I was holding right there???? hehe

Let your head spin. ngehh

the volunteers of the day~ phewww

Tired? Of course we are. But, we were glad. I meant really glad doing that work. :)

Oh ya, and also I got some 'health check-up'...its free there!

And my health condition was ALHAMDULILLAH okay. I'm healthy!

^_^

thats all.

thank you.

Life

Hidup tak kan ke mana kalau tak dapat redha Allah dan ibu bapa.

Apa ertinya hidup,

jika masih berani bermain kata,

melawan perintahNya,

sombong dan angkuh,

mengiyakan yang tidak, 

menidakkan yang benar,

melihat kepada yang nyata, 

tapi berkelakuan buta pada yang zahirnya,

berdusta,

berfikiran durjana,

melawan yang mungkar.

Tiada ertinya wahai manusia.

Sedarkah anda?

Tanda-tanda akhir zaman sudahpun terpampang.

Mau di'tsunami'kan berapa kali?

Mau ditindas berapa kali?

Mau ditimpa malang berapa kali?

Mau ditipu berapa kali?

Berkali-kali? 

Sedarlah anda. 

*peringatan buat diri sendiri dan anda-anda jugak wahai umat Islam sedunia.:)